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mira,
congratulations! mostly. i totally lied earlier -- i completely forgot to check if a scavenger hunt was to your taste. hence the puzzle thing. except it wasn't a puzzle, it was more like, solve some math problems and trivia and be on your way. i hope you had fun though. i wish i could have done more, but time's short, and i'm tired. i am so, so tired.

there's a lot going on for me at the moment, and i'm trying really hard to do a lot. with christmas, it's always a bit difficult for me to explain how i'm feeling and doing. usually, i'm just tired. i just want to lay here and sleep for a while, honestly. i'd like to spend the day with you, but i think i'd just fall asleep at some point. i do that a lot lately, which is.... weird for me. i'm not the kind of person to just pass out, but i guess that's a testament to how tired i am. i especially hate falling asleep on you, because i think you deserve at least a good night and an i love you.

so for every night i've ever fallen asleep on you, i'm sorry. i don't mean to. i love you.

for the time being, i can only give you this letter, some words, and this. i hope in the future, i'll be able to do more for you. i want to exchange physical gifts with you one day, if only for the novelty of the look on your face when you get your first gag gift from me. that, honestly, is probably going to be so worth this horribly long wait.

actually: for every horrendously wrapped present i ever give you, i'm really, really sorry. like, honestly. i am horrible at wrapping gifts, and i want to warn you: christmas is going to be full of very shoddily wrapped gifts one day. i am so sorry. on the plus side, we'll be able to spend christmas together at that point. i want to take you up on that whole 'curling up and spending the day watching christmas movies together' thing. it sounds nice and warm and like a good place to nap.

i also still want a christmas blowjob, but i guess i can wait for that.

i love you, very, very much. i promise that we'll be able to spend christmas together, physically, one day. merry christimas, princess.

p.s.: the wrapping paper is going to be that admittance ticket

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