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mira,
with work on my heels, i'm limited in time. you can probably tell, but i do not have as much time, lately, to devote to things that aren't ... well, work. with that in mind, i'm sorry for the quality of this. i am also sorry to say i won't have your bigger gift ready until tomorrow, sometime, but hopefully i won't be working on while we're skyping.

the first thing i want to say is, i'm sorry. i know i'm not around as much as i was. i try to be. i try to be around as much as possible. i know thats not an excuse, though. i know it's hard to adjust to my schedule, especially with the time difference. for what it's worth, i think you're doing great.

still! it's a holiday!! and one i'm not that great at. i've been working on one gift for a few weeks, but that one isnt done yet. i can give you this one, though.

i'm sorry that, again, this is another year and another holiday we're spending apart from each other. i'm sorry that, again, we have to settle like we do. it's difficult, i know, but i hope that, soon, there isn't such a barrier between us. i'm working on that, actually.

but despite the distance, i do love you. i want you to know that. i love you dearly and immensely and i love you as though you were my own soul. you deserve more than what i can give you. i hope one day i can give you all the things i wish i could give you now. i promise that, in the future, we'll do all the silly things we talk about -- like breaking open his&her's signs' boxes to get her's&her's signs. in fact, it'd be a joy to do those things with you.

but also i just kind of want to force you to play shadow of the colossus finally, so maybe we should do that first, in the case of us being able to interact physically

xander

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